Trampolines – swings in the doorway – painting sessions – cooking sessions – giant excersie balls – tents – inflatables – everyone wants to come to our house - basketball hoop - stationary kid bikes ball pits – jumping on beds – new mattresses - inflatable pools filled with plastic balls– baths baths baths oatmeal, baking soda, Epsom salts– water play water play - Wallace and Gromit – The Red Balloon – hide all soap – hide all liquids – child proof – cleaning this while the other is getting destroyed – diapers till 8 – a change of clothes - everywhere - every public bathroom – funny looks in the ladies room -
Rice milk – ultra sustain - in a sippy – fish oil – nortic naturals - primrose – flax seed – wheat free - gluten free – “opiate” free- dark circles - really thin – Dr’s say “whatever” – self edit diet – raw veggies – vitamin B shots in his sleep –
Transdermal – on his feet – on his back – coromega – remeron – signing? - Therapeutic riding – OT – speech – ABA – floortime – music therapy – play therapy - Tomatis, $10,000.00 1st week - retarded – cranioscral – Tai Kwon Do – surfing – swimming -why doesn’t he talk? Where is his dad? – what about Wells? – happy – self esteem - Get two of everything – biting arm – running back and forth – “RUN” – he looks scared – push forward – don’t look people in the eyes – when he gets on the other side he loves it – happy flapping – screaming meltdowns – run home - sleepless nights – Wells slept through – not the neighbors – normal? - Didn’t cry when he got hurt– get out of the house – playgrounds – children’s museum – Central Park – crazy out - more crazy in – pick pick picking everything – dirty nails – wrestle, really struggle to clip – where is he? – don’t talk – pay attention – where is he – like vapor – so quiet – so quick – insurance – no time – why bother – babysitter – immigration – who to trust – set aside - go to work – my brilliant career – what talent – what contribution - I am “on” - focused – must be on the spectrum – I am so focused – what a talent – bigger bikes – “RUN” – from corner to corner – up and down the elevator – too big for the playground equipment – toss a shake – hit a back – what next – itchy wetsuit - naked in a crowded restaurant – processing – processing – processing -$120.00 – pull the plug – jet blue – cubby – laptop x3 – mentor – succession – good of the dept - demotion – cobra – what next - back-up – back-up – iphoto – memory – journals – resume – LinkedIn - what next – blossoming – running with the football – running with the baseball – purple belt – “RUN” – “I want to run” – “more tickle” – bus @7:20am – bus @ 8:am – connect – connect – connect – make a plan – call an aid – can you watch Cole? – write a check – make a list – what have I forgotten – another day gone – the list is longer – well meaning – back-up back-up back-up – desktop - am I backed up? – take a picture – save a thought – will it add up? – help with math – forgot to practice spelling – Harry Potter – did you fill out the form – did you hear about after school science – too late – too much – write a check – what next – sunny day – foggy day – great time of year in NYC – make a book – take a picture – have an idea – connect connect connect – don’t miss the opportunity – missed it – where to focus? – so focused – might be on the spectrum – what about Wells – ¼ valium – diet coke – ambien – no sleep anyway – facebook – connect connect connect – Blog – okay - take a class – good idea – 421 friends – 121 connections – Surf Museum – Angel – Autism speaks – Suzzanne Wright – thank goodness for the Wright’s! – Autism Speaks speaks for me – it takes another voice - over and over and over again – what next – sun streams in – bus at 2:30 – homework – google it - bus at 3 – no bars – water the plants – wrong – make a call – got to go – “RUN” - call ya right back - look at the calendar – what did I forget? – I forgot – put together a uniform – listen to a story – tell a story - don’t talk – I missed it – he’s okay – good game – a cookie? - best restaurant – too cold – Cole in the dark - where did I park – understanding – wave good-bye – thank-you thank-you – I’m so grateful – how can I ask again? – don’t be so happy – hang –up – can I help? – reminder – write a check – look at the calendar – did you get my message – I haven’t heard from you – sorry – angel poster – make a book – make a product – google alerts – safari – firefox – email – gmail – chat – focus – what next – payday – moms in the paper, I forgot to tell her – no credit for the photographer – cosco peppers – Ruby Lane – 945 – 456 – 590 – 2210 – 2247 - 625 – 601 – 650 – 550 – numerology – I’m a 4 or maybe 5 - 2nd house from the corner – corner to corner – whistle for the dogs – make a list – find the list – re-order checks – mail hold – where are the excersise balls? – update software – University Bed – clean 945 – Autism Speaks – Cole’s star student report – score 32 basic level in English Language arts – score 30 basic level in Mathmatics – no assessment in science – grade 5 – six by now – we decide – IEP – don’t sleep anyway – schedule a trip – consulting group – Grapes of Wrath – big design – great idea – better eat something – take a shower – 1:31:17pm -
